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September 12, 2004
Some Internal Realisations
A lot of this trip was originally so that I can ‘find myself’, or really learn who I am and who I am comfortable BEING. I presumed that it would require time ‘alone’, or time to think ‘by myself’. I’m now realising that it purely takes ‘time.’
I’m also noticing that I really do need people around me that I can click with. Friends and general associates are okay, but the value disappears quickly. I guess I’ve always known this, but it is somewhat contrasting to what I assume to be my core personality style, being relatively introverted. (Even typing this, I don’t think the label of introversion does my reality justice…. Perhaps I need to find my own definitions while I define myself).
I also appreciate living with other people. Even if they are in another room, not specifically communicating with me, there is a level of comfort provided by knowing there is someone there.
(This is in direct contrast to my other goal of 'being very single and free' around the world… but that was a fairly superficial one anyway)
Posted by Dan at September 12, 2004 08:21 AM
Comments
I like the Dan that you are discovering! Much better than the superficial Dan.
Posted by: lozza at September 12, 2004 07:00 PM